9-28-09

I've been reading the Twilight series. I finished the fourth book 4 days ago. They were interesting. I finished Women of Sand and Myrrh by Hanan al-Shaykh. I would have underlined the book title, but I can't figure out how. I think I'll start reading MOMO by Michael Ende.

I've was enjoying the feeling of life creeping by slow for the last week. But now I feel like I'm stuck in pause. Nowhere to go, nothing to discover, just work and sitting in my little room. I feel like I have to push to break even. I was up until 1 a.m. this morning cleaning my apartment kitchen because I thought it would break me out of limbo. My apartment smells better but I'm still on pause. I wrote a 2 page To Do list in my pocket moleskine journal and have been checking things off daily so I can prove I'm doing stuff. I'm not sure what the next step is.